“I wonder what this summer’s story is gonna be.”— (via egomaniac7)

“I wonder what this summer’s story is gonna be.”— (via egomaniac7)
june 1, 2019
i’m reading my past text posts about my best friends and I feel like I want to cry. it feels like so long since we’ve talked. I miss them. I wish the best for them and everything but it still hurts. it sucks when you thought what was going to last forever didn’t. but that’s life.
moving on has been hard. finding friends has been hard. but this is all just a part of growing up and becoming an adult. i’m just trying to find the good in this unlike before. I can’t bear any more negativity. I need good. I need hope.
if you have to keep guessing where you stand with someone, move on. not knowing is knowing.
i really don’t want to get out of bed i just want to sleep for a couple of days